up in an elevator

going up
and here we are
the place where i can walk on the ceiling
and just laugh about it
thinking what i say
and saying what i think
its good to be in an elevator
where i can reach the stars withought even trying

going well?

not really
havent started
maybe tomorrow
even though i work
all nighter?
maybe
i think im gunna
had a drink
jittery
energetic?
hopefully
i will start soon
START NOW
lets go
okay
START
pencils down
not yet
i need 1800 words by monday
lets go
blah
i need a smoke.
kbye
the fuck am i even writing about?
fuck it
done~

ovular trees

lets go to the feild.
witch one?
that one looks good.
over there?
to the left.
oh, i see it.
good?
good.
great?
we will see.

theres a tree over there.
thoes trees look better.
in a circle?
in that circle.
its more ovular.
nothings perfect.
your perfect.
not as perfect as you.

the rass is soft here.
yeah, that last feild was scratchy.
itchy.
irritating.
hmmmmmm.
yeah.

i want to lay here fgorever.
untill autumn.
let us be covered in a blanket of leaves.
then it snows.
i will keep you warm.
promise?
promise.

not a cloud in the sky.
a bit borring.
whys that?
clouds make shapes.
if i could have pointed out a shape.
yeah?
it would have been a meerkat.
figures.
shut up.
never.

homework is borring
i want to go to a feild while the weathers still nice.
bwah.

night~

that "re-doing my life" sort of thing

the next week or two, maybe even month or two
i will let you know how it goes

cheers~

house animal jabber

i was looking at my dog
laying in the sun
the sun that glanced into the window in my living room
he looks so peaceful
no worries
no work
no school
no drama
no pressure
no depression
no addiction
just blissful ignorance to the world
excited so easily by the little things
bones
treats
walks
hes an animal in a house
to be him
if only
no worries would gather in my head
must be boring though
i will take him on an adventure
he is thirteen and counting
lets make his last few the best few

cheers~