lame

this is lame
my life is lame
well
not my life
but it is my life
make the best of it
i want to put all the silver linings into a suitcase
a small suitcase
travel light
and go on a road trip
wind in my hair
head out the window
for i am a dog and enjoy howling at the opposing cars as they pass
or as we pass them
mouth open
eating the wind of our journey
tasting the voyage to wherever and whatever
whatever
not until im old enough
eighteen seems to be the magic number here
hurry up time
i want to piss you away
sleep the days away
untill im on the road
flipping off cars that dare to stand before me
and laugh at me
poke and prod at my dreams
fuck you
FUCK YOU
car crash
end
done
finished
over
stop
out~

lets go

lets go to the end
to the sharpest point
to the last stop on the buss
to the last planet in the solar system
to the end of the earth
to the end of time
to infinity
to the last drop
to the vanishing point
to the bottom of the sea
to hell and back again
to the wild blue yonder
to where the wild things are
to the bottom of the barrel
to the top of the mountain

-zac

ess'n a jay

17 years jhon.
17 years.
whose jhon?
hell if i know.

nastalgiac:
its an aphrodisiac,
that makes you nastalgic.

burns:
first degree, no problem.
second degree, whatever.
third degree, one bandaid.
fourth degree, two bandaids.

im walking on the ceiling!

wait, what?

more to come. stay tuned.
-meerkat

up in an elevator

going up
and here we are
the place where i can walk on the ceiling
and just laugh about it
thinking what i say
and saying what i think
its good to be in an elevator
where i can reach the stars withought even trying

going well?

not really
havent started
maybe tomorrow
even though i work
all nighter?
maybe
i think im gunna
had a drink
jittery
energetic?
hopefully
i will start soon
START NOW
lets go
okay
START
pencils down
not yet
i need 1800 words by monday
lets go
blah
i need a smoke.
kbye
the fuck am i even writing about?
fuck it
done~

ovular trees

lets go to the feild.
witch one?
that one looks good.
over there?
to the left.
oh, i see it.
good?
good.
great?
we will see.

theres a tree over there.
thoes trees look better.
in a circle?
in that circle.
its more ovular.
nothings perfect.
your perfect.
not as perfect as you.

the rass is soft here.
yeah, that last feild was scratchy.
itchy.
irritating.
hmmmmmm.
yeah.

i want to lay here fgorever.
untill autumn.
let us be covered in a blanket of leaves.
then it snows.
i will keep you warm.
promise?
promise.

not a cloud in the sky.
a bit borring.
whys that?
clouds make shapes.
if i could have pointed out a shape.
yeah?
it would have been a meerkat.
figures.
shut up.
never.

homework is borring
i want to go to a feild while the weathers still nice.
bwah.

night~

that "re-doing my life" sort of thing

the next week or two, maybe even month or two
i will let you know how it goes

cheers~