floofed and shit

fucck fuck fuck fuck fuckf cufkc fuickj fuckf uckf uickf uckf ucukf fuck
holy hell
im floating

i wonder what happened to me?

i was such a good kid
and now im not
did i fuck my life up?
no
i just made it better
i hate my old self anyways
cut loose
enjoy life
change for the better

hey you,

i eat enough, dont i?
i mean, most of it is junk food,
i should prolly eat something of value
its difficult cause
my whole fam eats the big EFFIN M
and i cant
i just
CANT
everyone is like, "zac, youre annorexic"
OBVIOUSLY IM NOT
im just skinny because
im skinny
always have been
if anything, i have PUT ON weight
but people think i look thiner
and i dont eat breakfast
cause i get stomach aches when i eat in the morning
and i dont usually eat lunch
cause i dont pack one in the morn

ON ANOTHER NOTE------------->
I AM SUCH A STONER
when did that happen
it juss gives me somthin to do
ya know
cause life is just too dull to be sober all the time
there is too much time
and being home sucks
nuffin to do
so i get baked
and the borring things seem fun
LIFE SHOULD BE FUN
but its not
SO I MAKE IT FUN
bad decision
maybe


i will be fine
stop your worrying
i know what im doing
and even if i dont
you dont either
so stop giving me advice
im not going to listen to it
even if i want to

i just gotta be me
i just gotta be me

its not like im dying
i may be speeding up the process
but who the hell wants to live to be 70 anyways
i will be happy when im 69
(lol 69)

LEAVE ME BE
I KNOW WHAT IM DOING


everyone thinks i stoped drawing as well
"zac you were so good at it, why did you stop?"
i never stopped
you just stopped paying attention

SO PAY ATTENTION
CLASS
STUDY THESE NOTES

oh shit, i have to do homework

peace

-meerkat

lame

this is lame
my life is lame
well
not my life
but it is my life
make the best of it
i want to put all the silver linings into a suitcase
a small suitcase
travel light
and go on a road trip
wind in my hair
head out the window
for i am a dog and enjoy howling at the opposing cars as they pass
or as we pass them
mouth open
eating the wind of our journey
tasting the voyage to wherever and whatever
whatever
not until im old enough
eighteen seems to be the magic number here
hurry up time
i want to piss you away
sleep the days away
untill im on the road
flipping off cars that dare to stand before me
and laugh at me
poke and prod at my dreams
fuck you
FUCK YOU
car crash
end
done
finished
over
stop
out~

lets go

lets go to the end
to the sharpest point
to the last stop on the buss
to the last planet in the solar system
to the end of the earth
to the end of time
to infinity
to the last drop
to the vanishing point
to the bottom of the sea
to hell and back again
to the wild blue yonder
to where the wild things are
to the bottom of the barrel
to the top of the mountain

-zac

ess'n a jay

17 years jhon.
17 years.
whose jhon?
hell if i know.

nastalgiac:
its an aphrodisiac,
that makes you nastalgic.

burns:
first degree, no problem.
second degree, whatever.
third degree, one bandaid.
fourth degree, two bandaids.

im walking on the ceiling!

wait, what?

more to come. stay tuned.
-meerkat

up in an elevator

going up
and here we are
the place where i can walk on the ceiling
and just laugh about it
thinking what i say
and saying what i think
its good to be in an elevator
where i can reach the stars withought even trying