hey you,

i eat enough, dont i?
i mean, most of it is junk food,
i should prolly eat something of value
its difficult cause
my whole fam eats the big EFFIN M
and i cant
i just
CANT
everyone is like, "zac, youre annorexic"
OBVIOUSLY IM NOT
im just skinny because
im skinny
always have been
if anything, i have PUT ON weight
but people think i look thiner
and i dont eat breakfast
cause i get stomach aches when i eat in the morning
and i dont usually eat lunch
cause i dont pack one in the morn

ON ANOTHER NOTE------------->
I AM SUCH A STONER
when did that happen
it juss gives me somthin to do
ya know
cause life is just too dull to be sober all the time
there is too much time
and being home sucks
nuffin to do
so i get baked
and the borring things seem fun
LIFE SHOULD BE FUN
but its not
SO I MAKE IT FUN
bad decision
maybe


i will be fine
stop your worrying
i know what im doing
and even if i dont
you dont either
so stop giving me advice
im not going to listen to it
even if i want to

i just gotta be me
i just gotta be me

its not like im dying
i may be speeding up the process
but who the hell wants to live to be 70 anyways
i will be happy when im 69
(lol 69)

LEAVE ME BE
I KNOW WHAT IM DOING


everyone thinks i stoped drawing as well
"zac you were so good at it, why did you stop?"
i never stopped
you just stopped paying attention

SO PAY ATTENTION
CLASS
STUDY THESE NOTES

oh shit, i have to do homework

peace

-meerkat